near..yet far

*inhale*… This entry is dedicated to all friends, and specially mentions my beloved HB clans. Tsk tsk... I apology for couldn't make myself available to hang out always these few months. I admitted I was kind of frustrated when one of us was like this before when she at all times was not around with us without an excuse, or a clear explanation. All we have were guessed. Yet, now I know how it feel when there will be only few months till the day I and my fiance tying the knots. With to-do list in my planner, about preparation for The Day, planning for after The Day, about my final year thesis, about my office project, they really need my full commitment since this will be the year, my very last year for all those. It really not as easy as what I thought. I really have to follow the schedule so that everything is in control, and I can satisfy even though not all, but at least most of the hearts involved. It is a deception if I don’t feel like going out for cinema, dinner, cycling, so on and so forth. I do. Yes I do. InsyaAllah, there will be the time we can sit together in between the hectic schedule. I am looking forward for that. I can only plan and pray for everything to be smooth, yet HE will take the rest… Maaf yea.. Jangan berjauh hati... *exhale*