Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Corat-coret

Assalamualaikum.

Sedar tak sedar rupa-rupanya dah 7 bulan aku tak tengok blog ni. Bukan terlupa, bukan terlebih sibuk. Tapi mungkin sebab ada banyaaaaaaak lagi platform lain yang aku sibukkan kot? Hahaha....

Apa - apa pun, dah setahun rupanya aku kat Denmark. Ni la paling lama sekali berpisah dengan mak abah. Tapi ok la, sebab boleh dikatakan kerap juga la aku Skype dengan diorang. Lagipun baru jer bulan lepas kitorang balik Malaysia sekejap. Dapat la sebulan. Tapi tu pun, 2 minggu duduk hotel kat KL, dan 2 minggu duduk rumah mak. Memang tak puas la. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan. Harapkan keluarga faham jer la, yang balik tu sebab utamanya suamiku ada kerja di KL.

Hummmm, angan-angan nak pusing Europe macam tak kesampaian jer. Huaaaaaa! Di kala cuaca elok nak jalan-jalan ni, suamiku sibuk pula dengan writing, sebabnya sasaran dia nak habis PhD on time. Dan..... Dia pun dah tak lalu dah katanya nak pegi tempat-tempat yang aku dok tagih kat dia nak pergi. Macam Itali, France, Spain, Jerman kejadah tu. Kotor katanya. Sedih! Dalam kepala dia nak pegi Bosnia, Serbia, Kosovo. Boleh la yang.... Kematu kot bontot ni duduk Aalborg. Ngeeeeeee! Norway, Sweden, Finland tu you tak nak bawak I and Awza'e pergi jejalan ker? Sian kat kami (dengan harapan suamiku baca post ni... T_T..... atau sesiapa yang baca post ni, kenal dengan suamiku tu, tolong la sampaikan kat dia ek...). Lagi satu, mungkin sebab takdak duit yang banyak kot? Yer la, aku kan duduk goyang kaki jer, tak kerja macam isteri-isteri lain. Hehehe....

Oh, rupanya gambar anak aku yang dah lahir cuma ada dalam satu post jer kat blog ni yer? Ha takpe, takpe. Ni aku bagi ni, yang paling terbaru la ni. Umur dia dah 7 bulan dah. Dia pun dah pandai merangkak, berdiri pegang kerusi/meja/lain-lain... Makan pun dah macam-macam, yang juga menyebabkan bau poo-poo dan pee-pee yang menusuk! Hahaha... Apa-apa pun, Alhamdulillah. Ni la dia bukti kasih sayang kami berdua. Eceh.... :p


Okay tu jer! Lain kali cerita lagi.. :)



Wednesday, January 9, 2013

anak





Alhamdulillah, aku dah selamat melahirkan anak lelaki yang dinanti-nanti selama 41 minggu 3 hari.

'Abdurrahman Awza'e bin Mahyuddin
3.000 kg
Isnin, 31 Disember 2012, 10.58 malam (Denmark)
Selasa, 1 Januari 2013, 5.58 pagi (Malaysia)

Semoga kami berdua sentiasa selamat dan dipermudahkan menjalani 44 hari tempoh berpantang.

Fresh from oven
A day old
4 days old



Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Pinjaman dari Allah




Beberapa hari lepas berbual-bual dengan suami tentang kegilaan orang mengepos macam-macam cerita pasal anak masing-masing di Facebook. Itu cara masing-masing, nak berkongsi dan meluahkan rasa kasih sayang pada anak-anak.

Cuma, aku dan suami rupanya berkongsi perasaan yang sama. Takut untuk bercerita lebih-lebih tentang anak. Tapi kadang-kadang memang tak boleh lari dari menjawab soalan-soalan orang sekeliling yang prihatin pada kami dan anak yang bakal lahir nanti. Lepas panjang lebar meleret-leret kitorang berbual, ada satu perkara yang berkali-kali suami ingatkan kat aku.

"Ingat tau yang... Kita kena sentiasa ingat dan semat dalam hati yang anak ni sebenarnya cuma pinjaman. Kita tak tahu bila Allah nak mula beri pinjaman, dan sampai bila Allah nak pinjamkan anak tu pada kita. Yang kita boleh buat, cuma berdoa. Perkahwinan kita pun sebenarnya cuma pinjaman. Kita tak tahu sampai bila Allah nak pinjamkan diri kita dan pasangan kita (suami dan isteri) ni sesama sendiri. Hargai dan jalankan tanggungjawab pada setiap pinjaman yang kita dapat sebaik mungkin. Pesanan ni memang kita sentiasa kena ingat, supaya bila tiba masanya pinjaman-pinjaman tu ditarik balik, kita masih waras, masih mampu mengawal perasaan kita dan redha dengan ketentuanNya."



Memang buat aku terdiam lama.



Pesanan tu sebenarnya rentetan daripada kisah seorang kawannya yang baru kematian anak berumur 3 bulan. Dia di Denmark, isteri dan anaknya di Mesir. Dia terima berita kematian anaknya di hari yang sepatutnya isteri dan anaknya terbang ke Denmark.




Nota kaki:

Teringat kat pinjaman PTPTN aku yang jumlahnya cecah RM33000 agaknya. Wahhh... Bila taktau baru boleh mula bayar semula. Harap-harap tak dipanggil balik Malaysia secara paksa sebab belum mula buat bayaran balik.    =_=



Tuesday, December 11, 2012

nak panggil apa?




Abah... Memang dah pasti.



Pasangannya ni...




Mak?

Ummi?

Ibu?

Mama?

Mommy?

Bonda?




Lahirkan 6 orang anak. Setiap seorang panggil lain-lain. Boleh?






Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Ultrasound




Ni mungkin ultrasound terakhir, mungkin juga kedua terakhir.. Sebabnya, next appoinment for ultrasound was set to be on 20th of December 2012 which is two days before the EDD. Kalau budak comel ni nak keluar lebih awal, so takde la ultrasound lagi kan... Minggu ni minggu ke 37. Berat baby is approximately 2.6 - 2.7 kg, as predicted by the midwife. Hebat tau midwife ni... Minggu lepas, dia estimate berat baby 2.4 kg. Caranya, dia cuma pegang-pegang perut aku je... Selang beberapa hari pastu, pergi ultrasound kat hospital... Bacaan berat baby sama dengan yang midwife anggarkan... Hebat kan...


Yang seronoknya, ultrasound kali ni kami dapat tengok budak comel ni dengan jelas! Alhamdulillah... Dia dah sempurna. Tinggal tunggu masa yang sesuai je untuk dia jumpa kami... :)


Tak sangka dah 9 bulan aku bawa ke sana ke mari makhluk Allah yang membesar dalam rahim aku. Terbayang waktu mak aku mengandungkan aku dulu. Macam ni la agaknya perasaannya. Lepas ni, InsyaAllah aku dapat rasa macam mana pula mak aku melahirkan aku dulu... Semoga Allah permudahkan kelahirannya nanti... Amin.




Monday, November 5, 2012

a few updates...





Life in Denmark
We are about to say goodbye to autumn and hello to winter. The time difference between Denmark and Malaysia now has changed to 7 hours (before was 6 hours) since last Sunday (28th October). I heard that the time difference will be changing every 28th March and 28th October, due to daylight saving. Sustainable... Right? 1 to 2 weeks before the change, it was still dark at 8 o'clock in the morning and the sun only rise at around 9 o'clock. Now it rise normally but set at around 4.00 pm, thus we have a long night everyday. We pray Zohor at around 12.00 pm, Asar at 2.00 pm, Maghrib at 4.00 pm, Isyak at 6.00 pm and Subuh at 6.00 am. The temperature now is about 4°C to 11°C in a day while 3°C to -1°C at night.

Aidiladha 2012 in Aalborg

It was ice rainfall during the night of Aidiladha while we were cooking in the kitchen, and snow early next morning just before we went out for praying. We cooked nasi tomato with lemang and rendang for our hari raya. We also managed to pay a visit to one of Malaysian friend who live in Aarhus. It was about two hours of traveling by train from Aalborg. I will try to blog about the celebration here in the next post.

Residence Permit
Alhamdulillah... Allah heard my pray. After 6 months applied, I have been granted with residence permit starting October 19th 2012... I can go for maternity checkup or any medical treatment with no charge. I will be covered with the Danish Health Insurance. I have the right to find job in Denmark... and... I heard that I will also receive allowance as an accompanying spouse and soon a mother from the government as well! It really eases my life here! ^^ Thank you people whom prayed for me too! Well, there are many things that is so different and so systematic living in the first world country, like Denmark if I compared with our life back in Malaysia. I know I shouldn't compare it with Malaysia because we are developing country, but I just feel like wanting to share this with you. You can enjoy most of the benefits as the citizen even though you are a temporary residence. The systems are all linked to each other once you get yourself registered with the municipal. It is including your personal information, healthcare, postal and home address, school, so forth and so on. There is also one thing that makes me eager to experience giving birth in Denmark. Fertility and birth rate here is very low. A friend whom had experienced delivering a baby here told me that there will be a special treatment for a first time mother and father. We will be transferred to a hotel room for 3 days to a week, after deliver. Here, they will teach us on how to breastfeed the baby, changing diaper, cloth, bath the baby, swaddle him, anything about managing a newborn baby... They will also present the baby with diapers and new cloth! Whoaaaa... Tell me which parents will not happy for that huh?

33 weeks pregnant

It is already 33 weeks and my stomach frequently feels hard as rock and tight for seconds or until I care and touch it. It always makes me feel like I got to pee even though I don't have to... Physically, my belly size is not big but my weight add up 10 kg until now! I always feel tired and back pain lately especially after I standing for an hour of cooking. My belly button has started to pop out. Counting weeks until the expected delivery date had made me feel anxious. However it vanish every time I feel him kicking and jolting inside and it is so cool to see my whole tummy just moves and shakes too! Sometimes I also feel his respond by moving inside my womb whenever I reading or listening to verse from Al-Qur'an... Alhamdulillah... Be a good muslim, son.... 

Winter shopping for baby and mom
Last two weeks was a 'shopping-to-death' weeks for us in which we had spent almost 7400Dkk for me and for our little one. Out of that, 6000Dkk is just for him. I bought a winter jacket and 2 pairs of boot for winter. As for the baby, we bought a set of multifunction baby stroller which we think is worth buy. It comes with hard carry cot, car seat, telescope buggy, boot cover, rain cover and changing bag, all can be fixed on the stroller. We bought baby crib and bedding set, diapers, toiletries and other small needs for baby. We also made him 2 pieces of hand-sewed pillow and it saved us about 400Dkk! Great! ^^

Yeahhh.... I think that's all for now. See you again on Aidiladha and Aarhus story soon!




Wednesday, October 3, 2012

hai! hai! hai semua!!!






Assalamualaikum.. Salam sejahtera semua...
Dah lama betul rupanya tak membelog. Kali terakhir Februari 2012. Hehehe... Sebenarnya salah satu sebab ialah aku pernah tukar password blog ni, dan lepas tu bila nak membelog, terlupa password barunya... ni baru la dapat masuk semula..

Mana nak mula yek? Banyak betul cerita baru ni..

Ok, mula-mula sekali aku nak umumkan kat sini yang aku dah pun selamat diijabkabulkan dengan suami tercinta pada 10 Mac 2012 yang lalu.. haaaa baru ingat.. ni la jugak penyebab aku tak sempat nak membelog! sibuk yang amat buat persediaan majlis...

Gambar? Of course la aku letak yang paling cantik kan.. heheh.. Sekeping ni cukupla yer... :)


Yang kedua, aku nak umumkan kat sini bahawasanya sekarang ni aku adalah surirumah sepenuh masa.. Sejak Februari 2012... Dah nak masuk 9 bulan dah rupanya... Tapi kalau boleh tu taknak la jadi surirumah selamanya... Penat jer pulun belajar kan... So, bila dah duduk rumah tu, macam-macam la dalam kepala otak ni aku nak buat kan... Tapi belum sepenuhnya terlaksana la.. Sekarang ni aku tengah mengasah skill memasak.. Encik suami la yang setia jadi tukang rasa dan tukang komen. :)
Yang seronoknya, yang selalu keluar dari mulut suami bila makan, "mmm, sedap yang!", "thank you yang sebab masak..", "baru lah rasa makan kat rumah...".. Kata-kata tu la yang selalu buat aku rasa dihargai dan yang selalu beri aku semangat untuk masak lagi untuk dia..

Gambar? Takde amek gambar la... Ade amek satu ni jer. Fruit tart versi gergasi punya.. Sebabnya, kat umah ni takde loyang yang berkenaan.


Yang ketiga, sukacitanya aku nak sampaikan berita gembira kat sini bahawa sekarang ni ada budak comel sedang tendang-menendang dengan aktifnya dalam rahim aku... ^^.. Pengalaman pertama.. memang seronok tau perasaannya bila kita tengok ade pergerakan kat permukaan perut kita, dan kita juga dapat rasakan dengan jelas yang budak comel ni bergerak-gerak ke kiri, ke kanan, ke atas, ke bawah...berpusing-punsing... Alhamdulillah sekarang ni kandungan aku baru masuk minggu ke 28. Ada lagi 12 minggu untuk dia keluar dan bergaya dengan baju baru yang abah & ummi sediakan untuk dia... ^^ Ramai yang pesan supaya rajin-rajin berbual dengan bayi dalam kandungan.. Ade banyak kali jugak aku praktiskan.. Tapi biasanya, aku macam rasa malu sendiri sebab macam bercakap sorang-sorang jek.. Pastu pulak, macam janggal sangat rasa sebab dok la membahasakan diri ni ummi.. ummi.. Kikikiki... Sorry baby...

Gambar? Ni gambar terbaru aku.. Perut tak berapa nampak besarnya sebab tertutup dengan jaket... Tapi boleh nampak mukaku yang membulat dan tangan yang penuh isi..uhuk..


Seterusnya... hmm, sekarang ni aku dah pun selamat sampai di Denmark.. InsyaAllah akan terus berada di sisi suami di sini sampai dia tamat buat phD. All the best Yang!

Ini gambar aku kat depan Sekolah Senibina di Aalborg Universitet. Universiti tempat suami belajar... 


Cerita tentang pengalaman di sini, post akan datang nanti la baru sambung yer... Gambar-gambar pun insyaAllah akan di upload sekali nanti... Khas untuk tatapan bestest friend, Warda.. :) Bak kata encik suami, "jangan risau, panjang lagi masanya nak pusing-pusing kat sini... Amek ler gambar sampai muntah.." Hehehe...





Sunday, October 2, 2011

dalam.hati.ada.taman.



Errrrrr


Nak kata ni jer


UMAR AL-KHATTAB pun ada taman kat dalam hati dia


^_^



Thursday, June 16, 2011

sesi menyah-bukti..hehehe

Punye la lama tak tulis apa-apa kat sini..hihi...

Hari tu kemas-kemas storage box kat kampung halaman, buang apa-apa yg patut dibuang... Kemas punya kemas, sekali terjumpa se-bundle surat-surat jiwang zaman bercinta dulu kala... Hahaha, bila baca balik, punye la lawak... Anak cicak baru menetas betul!!! Hehehe...

Petang tadi, sesi menyah-bukti diadakan, ni la hasilnya, ada separuh lagi dah selamat masuk bakul sampah...


For the two,
I'm sorry but I don't want to be friend of yours... Revert back your request.

For the other one,
Thank you for being nice, sincere, loyal. Thank you for the thought, but I'm just not into you. You are such a very good friend that I shouldn't ignore and hurt at. By the way, congratulations! She suit you the best!

For the fairy tale,
I've found mine ^_^... So, good luck in searching for the soul ;)



If people always say "let the memories remain", I don't.
I don't want to live with that memories.

All I want is to live in the real world,
a tranquil mock heaven created by us as a stepping stone to the real one,
where there is a sweet honey living her life lovingly with the bee,
blessed by The Creator,
scented with gardens of herbs,
encircled with flourish colourful blossoms,
lungful with His unsullied air...

The honey is me, the bee is him, the herbs and the blossoms are our children...
InsyaAllah...
Only then I will say,
"let this memory remain..."

^^

Saturday, March 19, 2011

love

"Love often fails because people instinctively give what they want."

-John Gray-





The truth about primary love that we as human being have to know is:


Woman needs to be CARED for

while

Man needs to be TRUSTED to





Lets spread love . . . . . . .




foot note:

bercinta dengan studio T______T

Friday, February 4, 2011

and the tear drops fall...

04/02/2011
4.25 pm

He left...

May he has a safe journey
May his wish turn out the way he want it to
May everything easy for him
And may he always be blessed
Amin

Never out of reach ya!


Held og lykke min kær...




and the tear drops fall...sobs~




Monday, December 13, 2010

My E-Day

11 Disember 2010
5 Muharam 1432

Alhamdulillah...
Majlis pertunangan saya bersama encik tunang telah selamat diadakan dengan serba sederhana tetapi meriah. Terima kasih yang tidak terhingga diucapkan kepada semua yang terlibat, yang sama-sama bertungkus lumus menjayakan majlis tersebut. Terima kasih kepada yang sudi hadir, ahli keluarga, saudara-mara, jiran-jiran, kawan-kawan, yang dekat dan yang sanggup datang dari jauh untuk sama-sama meraikan majlis tersebut.

Sebagai menghormati permintaan encik tunang, gambar-gambar tidak akan dimuatnaik ke Facebook. Hanya beberapa keping gambar dimuatnaik di blog. Maaf banyak-banyak... InsyaAllah, cerita dan gambar-gambar untuk majlis besar akan datang akan dikongsi bersama.






Kepada encik tunang:

Saya yakin dengan awak... Jaga saya elok-elok naaaaaaaa ;)

Btw, sirih junjung awak buat tu cantik, tapi saya buat ni lagi cantik kan??? Hehehe...

Friday, November 26, 2010

I SEE RAINBOWS!

Last night was a memorable remembrance
With just a single press button
The betting of my future has just started
I know and definitely sure
That I will never regret
With the decision I've made
There will be no turning back
My heart beats faster
My hands shiver even greater
It was a very tough decision
But somehow, with faith towards HIM and HIS will
And with a little bit of strength left deep inside me
A "saya sudi terima" has been send
As the answer for a soulmate proposal
Three words that finally assure me
That I am now his


The fairytale love story has reach the end
Giving a way for us to draw rainbows on our piece of white future



"....perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik, dan lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik..." (An-Nur: 26)


Thank you Aan for the special entry :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

BETTING MY FUTURE

Thursday
25/11/2010
10.53pm

I already taken....

fuhhhhhh

Alhamdulillah

Monday, November 8, 2010

MASA

April...
yang sangat-sangat tak disangka
berikan saya MASA
masa untuk masa hadapan saya

dan Ogos...
yang sangat-sangat diimpikan
berikan saya KEPASTIAN
kepastian yang masih belum pasti

Sunday, October 31, 2010

RIP young lady

How shall I start? Erm... I used to be with this guy, and a few minutes ago I stalked into his page, by chance... Thus, there is a post on his wall capturing my eyes sounds like this...

"Hari ni genap 40 hari arwahyarhamah ****** meninggal dunia.... Al-fatihah."

She was his sister, married and passed away at the age of 23 or 24 this year I'm not so sure.

Very young...

When I was with him, he desolately told me that his sister was found to be suffering from leukaemia, and it was about a year ago. Those days I was updated with her stories... Till it confirmed, she was admitted, gone through therapies, went for alternative medication, seek for His help...

Erm, eventhough I never had a chance to meet her in person, and I'm no longer with her brother, the news do touching me a bit...

Tsk...Tsk.....

Disregard whatever had happened in our relationship, a while... this is a tribute to his sister.
Rest in peace young lady.

Al-fatihah....

Sunday, August 29, 2010

sengal

terprihatin
.
.
.
tertanya
.
.
.
terdengar
.
.
.
terpandang
.
.
.
terbaca
.
.
.
dan akhirnya
.
.
.
tercemburu
.
.
.
ini response yang sihat atau tidak?
tak sepatutnya begitu
so how?

apa-apa pun, hari ni buka puasa dengan kari ayam yang mak masak!! yes!!!!!
alangkah bahagianya berada di kampung =)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

someday

"Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me"

(source: Someday - Sugar Ray)

"Someday
Someone might come into your life
And love you the way you've always wanted

If your someday was yesterday,
Learn...
If your someday is tomorrow,
Hope...
If your someday is today,
Cherish..."

(source: zackzukhairi.blogspot.com)

.
.
.
.
.
.

And for me:

"Someday
was my yesterday
is my today
also will be my tomorrow...
that i will always be the same me as you know
since we both were young
since the day we met
till forever"

^_^

Monday, July 26, 2010

nasihat

hari ni nak berkongsi nasihat.
nasihat yang disampaikan oleh seorang teman yang dihormati.
nasihat yang betul-betul menyedarkan.

"jangan salahkan kebaikan itu, kerana kebaikan itulah yang dituntut.
jangan disebabkan kebaikan yang tidak dihargai itu, kita kehilangan nilai kebaikan itu."

renungkan.

mungkin kalau letak di sini, boleh diingat sampai bila-bila.
dan kalau terbaca semula, akan cepat tersedar semula.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

chance

people said a chance come only once
but sometimes it do comes twice, thrice etc.....

yet we don't know wheather we should grab it at first
or let it go with a hope there will be a second chance

: : :

it is hard to satisfy a heart
without touching the other heart

: : :

failed to be in the international summer camp
failed to satisfy the sifu
failed to be in a great health for a week
failed to produce a complete technical report
failed to understand the bos's design language
failed to dig the secret of the heart
failed to retrieve the 1k

and the worst.......

failed to accompany mom and dad for a month
to a life long dream peaceful place ever... sigh~~~
you are just not yet invited
not yet...

: : :

if only i can grab everything at once
if only i can satisfy everyone

: : :

only we know who we are
no one else
but us

: : :

nota kaki: me with my sister...senyumlah...kerana senyum itu awet muda :)